Everytime I breathe I take you in, and my heart beats again

2012-01-09T22:00:00.003+08:00

Its been so long since I've blogged but since I've some free time I think I should just do a slight update. No harm doing one right now since I'm just waiting for Paul to get out of the shower. Anyway I just passed out from BMT! So dam happy man after 9 weeks of mind-screwing activities and regiment in Taurus company. Man its the top 3 toughest companies in BMTC along with Ninja and Kestrel! Pray that you dont end up there. Even the fittest atheletes find it tough due to the tough combat fitness demand. Anyway I've learnt so much there that I could take away. 1 thing I would say to all civilians is treasure all the things you have, whether big or small, significant or not cause every little thing matters to you once you are in the army. I must say I learnt to treasure my parents alot much more after geting enlisted and I thank God for that. Things are so much better this way. I too treasure my sweetheart even much more! <3.

Things are really going very well between us and I pray that things would stay the same or get even better! No doubt that you need to put in ever effort in the relationship but in the end you get an immense unmeasurable amount of joy as well as an improved level of self-control and tolerance haha! No relationship is perfect man but try to make it as perfect as it can be! =)

After this week I'll be posted to most likely 1 of the 2 command schools- OCS or SCS. I would prefer to go SCS aka sispec cause its much more relax there and I think you would learn alot there. OCS on the otherhand is much much much tougher. I used to want to go there a few months back but after my experiences in BMT I realized that it isnt worth it. The amount of crazy training isnt worth it for that 1 bar. Furthermore the chances of getting injured is very high. I wouldnt want to take the risk. For my case I'm actually PES C and from the way I walk my left leg isnt landing properly.Its ok for my foot when I walk normally for long distance but carrying a backpack of 20+ kg while marching seems to prove too much for my abnormal body. I'm really nt sure if I can take the training. But anyway I guess that ultimately God is in control which gives me some form of assurance that I can trust him to lead me anywhere he plans for me to go. So yeah I guess I'll just wait till friday to see where I'm posted to haha!

2011-08-23T13:29:00.001+08:00

I realized that it has been more than 1 month that I've neglected this blog of mine. Well I've come to a conclusion that I'll continue to neglect it cause there is nth much but the same thing to type over and over again. Retarded right? Ok bye hahaha!

2011-07-11T23:12:00.000+08:00

I am so thankful to God that things are turning out way better than expected! =)))

Anyway my enlistment date is 3rd Nov 8.45am haha!

2011-06-15T00:29:00.001+08:00

Things didnt turn out well and I just im screwed. I must say I really have the ability to screw up really important stuff, sigh....

2011-06-14T16:31:00.001+08:00

I'm so sad and crushed, I dont know whether I've said the right thing. But I guess its better that I said it earlier than later. I hope things turn out well.

2011-05-21T12:53:00.002+08:00

Well I realized that I've been updating something else and I've forgotten to update this blog. It feels kinda neglected hahahaha!! So here I am doing my job once again lolz. Well well well I'm back to EEC and my part-timer PA job is over! Well its quite stressful but I'm abit sad to leave it actually cause I can do alot of funny things during my free time hahaha! But well its ok la back to the standard EEC working hours. Ytd was pretty fun I went out hahaha! Ok shall not talk more about it here. Hahaha anyway I've been thinking when my badminton career should come to an end. Cause right now I know there is only so much and so high which I can reach. I think I'll have to be realistic and as I get older the opportunity costs increases which is seriously worrying. I've come to a conclusion that most likely all my intense and midnight training will stop in Nov when I enter the Army. After that I'll just play for fun and try to maintain my level by playing good badminton and not training. Maybe I'll train when I'm in Uni and tournaments are coming up. But apart from that its time to start thinking about my future and of course my career which is definitely not badminton. Sad but true haha!

2011-05-05T13:42:00.002+08:00

Alright here I am back again after such a long time. For the past week and the next I'll be working as Uncle Julian's PA as Kheng Loon the current PA is on leave right now for 2 weeks. Boss removed me from the EEC Part-time Squad to make me his PA=(. Well the good thing is that the Pay is higher but the bad thing is that I have more work to do now. Its really quite tiring reading all the emails and stuff about the new house cause there are so much stuff man. Anyway I just need to hang in there for the next week and I'm done hahaha!

2011-04-25T10:05:00.001+08:00

I'm not working today cause I've my FTT at 11.45am which is pretty much soon hahaha! I've been doing lots of online exam quizzes and have been acing them easily =). So yeah confidence and cockiness level is really high haha! Dont think I wanna study anymore le. Ok thats it for the lame blog cause I just had to update a post hahaha!

2011-04-02T21:12:00.003+08:00

Its actually been quite sometime since I last updated my blog. Nothing much going on but the usual. Work in the morning and afternoon and then badminton on some nights. Saturday training is going on as usual and I go church on Sunday. Well but its pretty interesting cause everyday is a new day!

Well I'm very thankful to God that I got an interview with SMU. I really pray that He will allow me to do my best for the test and interview as I would get some serious challengers. I dont think I'll get nervous la cause normally I dont ever get nervous during my exam papers. The interview should be ok since its a group interview but I'm just scared that some enthu wannabes will try to jeopardize my position.

Anyway I'll leave everything to God! I'm still waiting for NTU and NUS to contact me thought I think chances are really slim. =(

2011-03-11T20:09:00.002+08:00

Well nowadays I'm getting very bored at night. I dont really have anything to do, in fact right now I'm just rotting away haha! My computer, which actually isnt mine is totally not meant for playing games so I cant download any games to play and try to have some fun. This is totally killing me. So yeah I really have no idea what I can do with my com. One of the first thing that I actually thought of was writing a story book haha! Now how lame can that be with my level of english. I'm sure my standard of language will not get me anywhere even though my imagination is great. Well sadly but even if I do create a very good story I wonder how I'm going to publish it and let my friends read it. Maybe I wont get anywhere with this story at all haha. I wouldnt mind being a manga writer but then again I cant draw so sadly its a no no hahaha! Well I just i'll just rot and waste my time away till I find something to do =(.

2011-03-10T22:59:00.001+08:00

I have completely no idea what to blog about hahaha! Well Life has been going on as per normal. Working 4 times a week and then juggling Badminton, fun, piano and electric guitar together hahaha! No time to take any musical lessons for either piano or guitar=((.

Well up coming events would be my driving test, BTT on the 23 of March which is JAcelyn's birthday hahaha! After that it would be my foot check up at SGH on the 6th of April and then a heart check up on the 5th of May hahaha! So pathetic man make it feel like my body is abnormal which actually in fact it is hahahaha! All of the sake of Army. One thing I really regret in life is declaring my left foot drop =(((.

Well just a simple update for my blog followers haha!

2011-03-05T22:02:00.001+08:00

My life is starting to get better hahaha! =)) Badminton is doing rather well too hahah! New strokes are being unlocked and speed has been taken to another level yay! =D

2011-02-25T19:26:00.002+08:00

Anger, hatred and revenge are easy to surpress and control, but hard to get rid off. Being a Christian is really hard.

2011-02-21T22:39:00.002+08:00

For those who need help, here are some badminton tips:

The best way to counter a chop is to serve full court.
The best way to counter a trick shot is to wait for the shot to be played before moving
Another way to counter a trick shot is to play a fast shot or a spinning net shot.
The best way to counter a punch is to punch back or to bring the ball down.

This comes from experience dudes and it works =D.

2011-02-17T19:55:00.001+08:00

ARSENAL WON!!!!!!!!!

2011-02-06T19:02:00.002+08:00

Finally found another free time to write another blog post. Well Happy CNY guys hahah! Well visited my relatives and friends these 4 days but most of them came on the 1st and 2nd day haha! Its quite fun seeing ur relatives again after such a long time to just catch up abit hahah! Well anyway visitation was good apart from the fact that we had to take MRT. Its so boring and also very tiring esp since at the end of the day you would be very tired already.

Managed to collect a decent amount from the Ang Baos hahaha so I'm quite happy with that haha! There are alot of good food everywhere too and I just cant stop eating. Well this is bad cause my body got kinda screwed up and I dont feel well and such. Ytd I had training and I had some problem breathing due to my full stomach which actually gave me the impression that my lungs very clogged up. So I was unable to perform but nvm I'll get back to shape starting from tmr onwards haha!

Anyway we have to get back to work/ school tmr and I'm sure everyone's dreading it hahaha!

2011-01-26T13:50:00.003+08:00

I'm blogging again from EEC cause its wednesday and I'm having some free time right now. Well anyway it feels like its been so long since I last took part in a badminton tournament. However after checking its only 1 month to be exact. The last tournament that I took part was Siglap Open in January. I must say that I've gotten much better than I was in siglap cause my smashing is harder and so is my court coverage. Speed wise I wouldnt say I had much of an increase but still I got faster. So my technique and speed did increase which is good news for me.

I'll have a long tournament lay off for these period of time, maybe for a few months to boost myself and then return stronger and better. Well I have 3 aims when I enter the Army this year. The first would be to enter OCS and the 2nd to enter Sispec or however you spell it. Now this leads me to my army medical check up which doesnt seem very good. I'm currently in PES D for 3 months due to a heart abnormality picked up through the ECG scan. I believe that its a technical error and I'm pretty normal in that area. But sadly I still have to see a specialist at Koo teck puat hospital in MAY which is still pretty far away.

My retarded left leg has also been a problem which seem to be forcing me to down PES. I dont want to but I wouldnt be able to do anything if the medical officer or doc still reduce my PES. So I hope that everything would be ok and I would be sent to PES B at least.

Well if I dont get into A or B I dont think I will be able to enter OCS or sispec. This leads me to my 3rd aim of joining Safsa. Apparently Safsa is some sports association in the army and I can play badminton for them. Its not easy joining them but I know they are not as strong as the national team so I still do stand a good chance of joining. So yeah I'm training pretty hard for it. If you enter OCS or Sispec I dont think u would be released to join Safsa so I guess its quite good for me. So hopefully I will get into safsa if I'm PES C or worse.

Thats about all I'm gonna say right now cause there isnt much to update then about these haha!

2011-01-16T19:30:00.002+08:00

Hmmm currently I think we are into week 7 of our ITP. Went to register for my BTT cause its time to start learning how to drive. So far I'm like wanting to learn how to drive but cant be really bothered to go down and register but finally I managed to haha! Hope learning driving would be easy and I would pass quickly so I wont waste too much money and time.

Tmr is my army medical check up haha! Yeah not working tmr so I can wake up slightly later haha! But well working life is so tough which makes you treasure sleep even more. Only when you started working do you realized that studying is so much better hahaha! Just that you have shitty exams.

2011-01-07T20:25:00.002+08:00

I dont think many people read my blog anymore but yeah good for those who reads it cause there is an update!

Right now every single phone that I have is spoilt which makes me uncontactable when I'm away from the com =(. You can try calling Jon but I might not always be with him. Anyway i WAS using Uncle Julian's phone but it spoilt today cause I think i knocked into a door and the phone was in my pocket at that time. Unfortunately the phone was the point of contact so I guess thats the end of it. The screen doesnt light up at all so I cant view anything. There seems to be a slight crack at the back of the screen though.

Anyway the E72 that I was using before using Uncle Julian's phone is also spoilt thats why i switched to boss phone which right now is also spoilt too =(! Half of the E72 screen is gone for some unknown reason and the visual quality is dam bad for the upper half which means I cant read my sms or navigate around. So yeah tahts about it....

So my first day without a phone starts now, sorry if im uncontactable or I didnt reply your smses!!!

2011-01-04T11:13:00.003+08:00

A new year has started and basically most people would have New Year Resolutions. Usually I dont bother making them but during the TCH retreat we were asked to make them so I thought "why not" ?

Well of course the basic would be to fulfill your new year resolutions hahaha but thats being to General. As usual I'll aim to be a better badminton player hahah and get stronger and better! As for my walk with God I'll like to do it in my actions and daily life. No more littering! Haha Ridge Orr should us during this sermon and stuff that littering was really wrong haha! I used to litter to get back at the government but I guess nvm I'll just stop. I also should control my temper and think before I speak. My temper isnt that bad but it has been deteriotating these few days and work needs to be done. I also want to reduce my bitching about other people hahah!

Oh of course there are other resolutions that I would like to achieve but I know its impossible to achieve it this year or rather in the next few years. So I'll pray about it and continue waiting and see where God leads me and what happens during these years.

And I want to be a better worker in EEC too hahaha! I'll start from right now after I finish blogging here hahaha!

2010-12-30T17:02:00.003+08:00

Its been a really long time since I used the com for hours, yet alone blog. Its been at least 2 weeks since my last post so I decided to update it since I have some free time now. Hahaha its really hard to find free time nowadays since my attachment is draining lots of time off me. Anyway so far working at EEC is really fun and interesting since there are nice stuff, cheap food and a great boss! =D At least these can keep me going man. My nights are mostly filled up with badminton. My morning to evening is all taken up by working and some days my nights are taken up by badminton. I also hardly get a chance to stay at home, yet see my family. Its not really a bad thing but not a good thing as well too. Maybe the recent massive quarrel with my Dad is a good reason to stay away from home. I need to find time to catch up with my weekly anime, play the piano and also do some free stuff and relax. I guess this is working life and staying fit merged together. I dont really have time to work on my fitness properly, just games games and games, good but it isnt everything. I think I've not worked my abs and arms for like 2 weeks already so that means I'm getting fat. The fact that EEC has alot of good food and snacks doesnt help either.

Anyway on a side note the mediocre-corp actress Vivian Lai and her husband came to EEC today to do LASIK haha! I did a scan for both of them hahaha. Her husband seem much friendlier than her but i guess guys are usually much friendlier ahahahah!!! Vivian seemed rather shy and quiet and she kept looking down. Their daughter is pretty cute too hahaah! Very small around the age of 6 maybe? Its good that more and more people are doing LASIK here hahaha!

2010-12-14T21:33:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking alot these few days during my ITP about the things going on around me hahaha. I guess I have too many personal stuff to be posted here.

2010-12-10T22:01:00.002+08:00

Finally the week end is here!! Woah ITP is crazy man, really really long working hours. I keep eating and eating to keep myself awake and to make time pass by faster. Its seriously crazy man and fortunately I got the weekend to rest. My sch mates are doing much worse than me as their working hours are longer and their pay is lesser. So thank God I'm working at uncle Julian's clinic.

I bought myself a pair of pedro shoes so I can finally throw away my bata shoes haha! Hopefully this makes me wanna work more cause I have a good pair of shoes to wear. Still got lots of stuff to buy but I'm still thinking it through, whehter I really need it and whether I'm spending too much.

Tmr is siglap open! Something I like look forward too. I'm expecting myself to make it past the first few rounds. Hopefully I will be able to play my best haha!

2010-12-06T11:50:00.001+08:00

HAhaha school is finally over!! No more school till maybe I enter Uni hahaha! Today is my first day of ITP hahahaha! Doing different stuff than normal but I guess a change is sometimes good!!! =D
Hope all my other friends are having fun during their itp haha!

2010-12-02T20:11:00.000+08:00

I guess thats it, good bye......

Tmr is the last day of school but I'm so not looking forward to it. This is cause I have a presentation tmr which apparently seems rather tough and gruelling so I rather it not come haha! But apart from that I guess its gonna be alright and fun. I'll be having a super tough badminton game tmr. All the best to myself hahaha! I pray that at least I would be able to play my normal game.

2010-11-26T15:41:00.002+08:00

The 2nd last week of school is over! So happy that I made it through =). Hahahaha my Final Year Project is completed and we just handed in the report today. Wednesday we had our presentation and even though I didnt prepare I think I did pretty well as I got all my important points across just that I kinda stop and stammer more than I expected. But still overall we should have gotten an A for my FYP which should be able to pull my GPA up even higher. 1 A achieved this sem.

The remaining 2 projects are really hard to get an A. I need an 86 for my Final Test to pull it up to an A, hopefully I'll be able to achieve it. But the 15 Mcqs that we are gonna do online seems so so dam scary and I'm really not sure how I'm gonna ace it. I've never really done well for online quizzes. But anyway most of it should be calculation and yes, I should be able to ace it. Pray before my test and just try my best.

The last module is a private banking module which kinda stinks cause I'm only standing at a 72. I've no idea how I'm going to get really higher for my project but all that i know is that this project seems to be done pretty well haha! Pray that my presentation next friday goes well, this one I have to rehearse hahaha! I've no idea how the final test is like for this module so I'm gonna aim a B+ for this module. There goes my dream of getting a gpa of 4 for at least 1 sem in my entire poly life.

Anyway badminton isnt doing very well this few days I always feel so tired and slow. Im gonna face Wyman in singles for the Li Ning open. I know he is going to be tough but I'll just try my best hahaha, no choice. I postponed my napfa to 7dec hahaha so that I'll be able to battle Wyman at full strength and see where I stand.

2010-11-22T20:11:00.002+08:00

Into the 2nd last week of school and things are starting to look really messy and stressful. This wednesday I have my Final Year Project presentation, the final one before this project totally ends. We are presenting 2 phases and its gonna be very very long, poor boss who has to sit through and listen to ask blabber =(.

On Friday we would have to hand up our WAPR CA2 which means we do not have much time left. Things seem rather confusing as we arent sure how we are gonna score and how this project is gonna be "marked".

Next Monday we would have our Final WAPR test, CA3. With all the shit we have this week I doubt we really have the time to study properly for this test. To make matters worse there isnt past year papers for this module so I've really no idea whats gonna come out.

The next wednesday would be my Li Ning Badminton Singles Open. Sounds really fun but I dont have much time to train. My singles form has been fluctuating really alot so if I'm not on form I'm really in for a bashing. This tournament is really tough as alot of ex-national players and even some current national players would be taking part. Think even if I'm on form I'm still in for a thrashing hahaha!

Thursday would be Treasury CA3 which i totally prefer it instead of WAPR. I'm standing at a miserable 78 right now and Hopefully I get the A that I need to pull it up to an A. Then I can achieve my dream of getting a GPA of 4 for once!

If you think thats the end of WAPR, you are wrong! 3rd Dec Friday would be the last week of school and we have our WAPR CA2 presentation as well as our napfa test for the guys. Apparently I'm not really worried but I feel I dont have the mental strength to run 2.4km and get a good timing. All this happens next week and I doubt I have much time left! I can only pray that God will give me the strength to pull myself through these 2 weeks, day by day.

2010-11-18T22:39:00.002+08:00

Today I had my Treasury CA2 test, results were much better than my CA1, alot better. However the results werent enough to pull it up to an A but at least I'm really close haha, I hope I get a high CA3 and then my treasury should be able to get an A. I'm more worried about Wapr than treasury, the project seems kinda lolz and I have no idea whats gonna come out for the Final CA3.

Anyway lets put studies aside, I went to play badminton with Jon at the sports hall today. We scrapped our running and decided to have court training instead which I feel is more important. We would be able to train our strokes and also be able to get the accuracy and power which we need. We still run on Mondays to train our speed and stamina too so I guess its not that bad. Anyway my gameplay has been getting better, lifting and lobbing are getting better and so is my backhand drop. Hope I can continue to improve this way hahaha!

2010-11-16T21:22:00.001+08:00

Alright as you can see I just finished updating my blog and changing its skin haha! No more green for the time being haha! Anyway I'm not free its just that I happen to have a little time to spare so I managed to do some re-vamp. Not sure if anyone still reads it though haha!

2010-11-15T19:59:00.001+08:00

More projects are up and things are getting tougher and tougher. Today I got busted by Arbitrage and Cross rates! They arent that bad just a little confusing, abit more practice and I should owned it. My physical performance isnt doing very well, just ran and I feel that my stamina and mental strength dropped. 2.4km is coming and I just pray I will somehow perform on that day!

2010-11-08T22:17:00.001+08:00

Maybe you arent the right one afterall.....

2010-11-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

This blog is currently inactive due to the insane schedule that I have. My time table seems slack but after school everything isnt.

I think I think too much and let my feelings wander around too much. Maybe I should just screw my balls and keep things to myself.

2010-10-26T23:21:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA and school finally reopens, didnt have much time to blog cause I was feeling lazy once again =D. I kinda like my timetable, its the best one I had ever since my poly life! Monday is killer day 8 to 5 but other than that the other days are rather light and slack. But I have been doing my projects regulary and also have to study for tests soon! In fact I just finished one of my projects due this friday, as in my part only la. So now im slacking online with nothing to do hahaha!

I dont have school on wednesdays so its a very good mid-week break for all of us. I have a badminton tournament tmr at Chong Pang CC and I hope to get in the first few rounds =D. Thankfully i can get enough rest tmr cause I can wake up anytime! But I just have to do my project tmr morning which is good cause it can keep me occupied for awhile. I hope I dont get nervous tmr, I want to be able to play naturally and at my best. Yes I must remember to pray to God for strength and also gotta exercise self-control and display coolness too! =D

2010-10-19T21:08:00.002+08:00

Sch has now officially started, the last 7 weeks of school is finally here hahahaaha! Our modules have been compressed from 1 sem into 1 term so things are going twice the normal speed. Our lecturers keep emphasing that 1 day is actually 2 days hahaha, this is so fun yayyyyyyyyyyyyy! Anyway a few badminton tournaments have popped up and I'm gonna take part in all of them! They arent very easy cause there are so many players better than me hahaha! Right now I'm training harder than usual hoping to increase my game and take out my opponents in the first few rounds.

Hahaha thats a quick update cause i gotta start my project already. Thanks to someone important, my life is better and more interesting now. =D

2010-09-24T21:29:00.003+08:00

Yo friends I am down and out, totally sick. Apparently I've caught some virus but I dont know where I caught it from. Monday I went to Hyatt Hotel to play Badminton and after that I felt my throat was kinda dry. Andre warned us before hand that the air there was very dry. I'm not sure if that was the cause but nvm I did drink alot of water too! The next day when I woke up my throat was hurting like shit and I still went to work. Drank lots and lots of water and I became a toilet monster! During the train ride from Pioneer to Novena I dropped down at Dover to used the toilet and my hydro pump shot continuously for 2 minutes. Insane man!

At the end of the day I realized that I caught a fever-.- So I had a freaking bad sore throat, fever and flu. Cant do anything man. I cant eat what I like, go where I like and do what I like. I still played badminton on Wednesday though but I was dam slack. At least when I video myself down my strokes look much better than last time hahaha!

Anyway right now I cant train, I cant go to the gym to work out my muscles for better endurance, power and speed. Worse still I cant run to increase my stamina and speed too and play badminton. I'll be missing tmr's training sadly =(. Hopefully by tmr I'll be much better and I'll head to the gym. Do my leg press and strengthen my seriously weak legs. Need to bulk up my Lady's left leg too hahaha! Hopefully by Monday I'll be back 100% and I can go run with Jon hahaha!

2010-09-20T14:09:00.001+08:00

Its been such a long time since I was here hahaha! Anyway I should blog since im pretty free today. My Exams are over and I think I did pretty ok for some papers while some were kinda bad man! Anyway out of the 4 modules that I'm taking, in the worst scenario I should get 1 A and 3 B+. These is a fairly poor result though it would maintain my stupid GPA and not pull it up. Great another Sem gone. I really hope my results are much better than these results that I predicted in my Worst Scenario. Dam I gotta get into NUS or NTU. The stupid maths paper was the worst of them all. Frankly speaking it wasnt a hard paper. If I had put in the effort I put in for the O lvl A Maths I would seriously get 100. Yet due to cockiness and the much drop in effort and attitude, full marks seemed so far away. Moreover I made stupid careless mistakes and therefore I would still lose more marks. Now 80 seems to be a big problem. Hopefully by the grace of God, not by my own last minute stunts and tricks would I still managed to pull an A. Dear friends and readers if there are still some, Poly isnt slack so please do not come in with a slack attitude.

Anyway I'm not working today because I'm so so dam tired. For the past days, Friday and Saturday I had only a total of 8 hours of sleep or less. So I decided not to work today but instead take a break. Thanks boss hahaha! So i slept in till 10.45am while Jon has already started working haha! I'll be back tomorrow man! Uncle Francis invited Jon and I to play badminton with him today, at Hyatt Hotel! Woah and I heard from him the place is dam good and grand so of course we are heading there tonight! This means I gotta skip some training today hahah but nvm its alright since my body is battered and kinda tired. Doubles wont kill =). Time for lunch and Piano Practice!

2010-08-24T17:34:00.000+08:00

Badminton, Study, Piano and a little computer games.

2010-08-12T23:52:00.001+08:00

Hi to ever who is here =D!

2010-08-01T00:15:00.002+08:00

Dang this ACER com is driving me nuts! It keeps telling me that my computer is low on memory and then it closes all my programs that I'm running -.- Now I cant even reformat it. Think its done for sure man! I'll buy a new one when I enter University hahah! Anyway for Badminton, doubles suxs man! I'm so not a good doubles player! Think I fare much better in singles man!

2010-07-18T20:52:00.003+08:00

Hohoho its been a long time since I blogged. Well very vaguely I'll just describe the last few weeks. Lots of work needs and has to be done. Project and school work load are increasing drastically and I thank God that I have the time and strength to enjoy the free time that I have right now. I'm so glad then I'll be able to play badminton, train at the gym and also go to church on Sunday! So far its just the weekdays thats busy cause I packed everything in leaving my weekend out. Thankfully I can managed it so far.

Presentation for NVP was ok hahaha! Did pretty well for someone without any preparations or rehearsals before hand =). Now I hope I can score well for my remaining projects which dont really seem easy or at least say, tedious. Well badminton has been rather inconsistent lately, playing well and lousily during these last weeks. At least I managed to play well today, a good way to start the week tmr haha! =D

2010-07-04T20:13:00.002+08:00

Hahah since I have a little time I shall just update my blog alittle. Didnt go church today cause we had a badminton tournament at the Tampines sports hall. Its a team event so its 2 Open doubles and 1 Veteran Doubles. Jon and I played were first Open doubles pair. Anyway the 1st doubles is always the strongest man. Jon and I lost our games today but we should have won them. So much for starting slow and being an idiot haha! Anyway the rest of our team won so we would be in the quarter finals next Saturday haha! Oh but we are in the Loser's Pool hahah so we wont find those crazily strong national players! Anyway hahah time to improve and get better!

2010-07-01T23:45:00.002+08:00

Its a critical and tough period for me now. Project deadlines are around the corner. I have to submit 2 big projects by this Wednesday and to make things worse the projects are yet to be perfected for submission. Well at least I still have 1 week left but this doesnt seem very long cause I have to juggle between 2 projects. Its ok as long as God is helping me =). Come to think of it I have not been a very good example to a Christian lately. During my Badminton games I have been shouting alot as well as scolding lots of vulgarities. You name it, I've said it, thats how bad it is =(. I've been letting my temper show recently and normally I managed to stay cool and calm. I guess the pressure for me to improve is building up since I had a layoff due to injury. I still have alot more to go in order to try to hit the highest level of badminton in Singapore. Thats a very very tough goal to accomplish, maybe even a dream. Well I still wouldnt give up on it till I know I've reached my limits.

I've been training alot of weights and doing shuttle-less strokes to improve my badminton gameplay. Well I guess I'm expecting to see lots of results and improvements due to all these inputs. Smashing incorrectly would just make my blood boil even though its the 1st smash that I execute. Perfectionist eh? Yesterday I just realized that all this training would come to nothing if my technique isnt right in the first place. I just learnt how to relax myself while smashing which makes me not so stiff after all. Boy I can so feel the difference in power and speed in the shuttle now. I guess the stiffness breaks the energy flow from the body to the arms and to the shuttle hence resulting in a weak smash. Good news is I'm heading the right way but the bad news is I learnt that during the end of my badminton session yesterday. I seriously hope that I can still remember to be relax and execute the proper strokes like I did next time I play.

I still have to be a good boy and not scream and shout on the court! Need to exercise more self-control and discipline as well. In this way I'll become a better Christian and Badminton player as well hahah! =D.

2010-06-24T23:40:00.002+08:00

Finally I'm blogging hahaha! Just here to update any readers on my current situation. This whole week has been nothing but purely badminton =D. Had to do Umpiring for the last 4 days at the tampines sports hall. The pilot pen tournament was quite interesting as there were alot of good players there and it was nice to watch while actually helping out in their matches. At the end of the day I'm paid 20 bucks as well haha! Small incentive but its quite nice actually since you would forget about it. Made alot of new friends esp those from the raffles badminton team and monfort players as well. Think they dont know my name but I know theirs hahaha! There are some under 15 players that I wouldnt be able to beat and same goes for the under 18. But I should be able to be one of the higher ones there now.

Anyway Monday, Tuesday and Today we had to go down to arena country club for the wee kim wee tournament. That tournament is super high profile and those ex-national players or junior players play there. Hahaha I'm like one of the lowest there. Lost both of my doubles games but should have actually done better for todays one and should have won the one on tuesday. For both days there was something wrong with my play. Today my backhand was bad and on Tuesday it was my net play. Dam so annoying cant play properly at all for this tournament. Anyway nvm its ok hahah it was a good experience and I would love to be back next year. Good experience too hahaha!

2010-06-15T12:18:00.001+08:00

The holidays are filled with projects! Hopefully hahaha we can take it down by the first week! Anyway screw my knee cause it seems to have problems now =(

2010-05-26T21:57:00.002+08:00

Exams are coming, project works are coming, holidays are coming. With so many things coming at the same time I hardly do have any breathing space. Managed to get this spare few minutes to blog about how cramped up my life is right now. I have to study for my exams which are coming in like 2 weeks time, and have to manage 3 projects as well. I have seriously no idea when I'm going to start working on my projects. Good news is that NVP presentation is postponed, but this cramps up my future dates for my projects. The holidays are coming which means that there arent going to be any holidays this time round. Would have to meet up to settle my projects and try to have fun as well. Anyway my leg hurts right now. No idea whether its a muscle ache, ligament or bone damage. Either way its stopping me from exercising right now which is totally pissing me off.

2010-05-08T21:17:00.000+08:00

Its May and its my first time blogging in this month hahaha! Great Badminton training today. Hope I will get better and better and start to play better too! So far I do see some improvements haahha! =D

2010-04-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

Blogging seems to be something of the past. Hahahah!

2010-04-27T22:38:00.003+08:00

Today I went to work. =) Sch ends at 1pm on Tuesdays which is pretty early but good. I decided to work because it was a better alternative than staying at home for the rest of the day. I could watch Naruto but I felt working would be a better choice. But I wont be able to work every tuesday cause the afternoon has been set aside for project meetings. However its still rather early in the academic year so the projects have yet to come or get heavier and more intense. Well working is so fun that it makes me feel that sch has yet to even start, thats because my working environment is really nice hahaha! Nice staff, nice doctors and some nice patients too =D. And thats it for the day, I like to end my blog post really abruptly. =)

2010-04-24T11:48:00.002+08:00

Hi blogging again after so long. I'm here to blog cause I'm waiting for my show to finish buffering hahaha! Nothing much this week just that its the first week of the sch term hence our week wasnt that busy yet. I think CRAM and BKLAW tutorials are pretty long cause they are year long modules=(. Anyway everything seems pretty alright except for projects which I'm dreading. I prefer tests then project work though some might seem pretty fun. Anyway I hope I can perform during training today cause I fell down a flight of stairs on wednesday while smsing Jon. Felt like a complete retard from the way I fell down. Fortunately I suffered only abrasions and cuts but right now there is the hard wound which could be a problem cause my knee would not be able to bend. I hope everything is alright later hahaha! Well there are some stuff to look forward to in this year like the SP Badminton Trials haha! This would be my 3rd time trying again and yes that guai lan captain wont be there anymore! So hopefully there would be no biasness and I can enter hahaha! And after the trials, nothing else to look forward to =(.

2010-04-18T18:54:00.000+08:00

The Holidays have come to an end. Most importantly it was pretty good=)

2010-04-10T21:07:00.002+08:00

I just realized that its been a really really long time since I actually blogged or bothered to blog hahaha! So I shall just write a summary about what happened for those days that I didnt blog. So eh lets start with the overall stuff, Badminton and work hahaha! Its pretty sad that the holidays are ending and I wouldnt be able to work at EEC anymore =(. Its so fun working there with the cool doctor and staff there, both the full-timers and the part-timers as well! As usual I would pop by the clinic whenever I'm free during school days. But sadly most of the part-timers would be gone. Jon, Hannah and I would quit due to the commencement of our poly year 3 and Dr Marcus would be gone as he would have to go into Army=(. Hahaha its quite fun working and talking to Marcus like how we talk about Patients and doing all the eye tests =). So the only one left would be Sharilyn =(. All alone eh but I think YiYing might join you soon hahaha! Anyway for Badminton my progress has been quite ok. Strokes getting better and movement as well but I think I still gotta work on it. So far my game has suffered quite some bit cause I am trying to change my high serve to low serve. So yeah Jaime says my game would suffer but of course its a worth while investment.

Anyway yesterday was Uncle Julian's Birthday. Played with yongwen and Denise Badminton in the morning at Safra Toa Payoh. Its pretty fun playing with them as both of them got ball-sense and are able to pick up things very fast=) After that we went to EEC for a surprise lunch party for Uncle Julian hahaha! Poor guy they played a birthday prank on him and made him angry hahaha! But oh well it was pretty interesting. Went to his house for his birthday party at night! Great food and we had a fun time talking and playing WII with Matt and Chris hahaha!Oh and Marcus came too! Its always sad when parties like this end=(. But one thing good was that we stayed over at his house for the night. Sent Marcus back home when the party ended. Saw his house, it was very huge and very very nice =). So cool to be Living in such a grand house hahaha!

So today morning we played tennis with Uncle Julian and the kids. Felt like a noob as I was unable to actually get the ball where I wanted it to go =(. But hahaha nvm at least my forehand strokes are getting better and hopefully my backhand as well hahaha! So far its our second time playing tennis hahaha! After that we had lunch at SICC and then we went back to their home hahaha! Left their place around 6pm+ after a long and fun time together =)

2010-03-26T00:32:00.002+08:00

Just came back from Badminton training. Felt pretty good that my smashes are improving and that I can start to hit harder and faster as well=) Today we had to play matches against the uncles. Realized that the best way to defeat them is to do a good drop shot cause they will lift very high. Then smash the shuttle down! They will return it but not for long=) And here you go 1 point hahaha! Cool huh! Anyway received my year 2 results. I must say I did pretty ok/well. Well if my GPA did increase by 0.1 I would be really happy and satisfied with myself hahaha! But yeah gotta be Thankful to God for giving me quite a good GPA hahaha! At least it did increase huh after so long hahaha! =) Have to work harder to the Final 2 sems to secure my spot in maybe NUS hahaha! =) Everything is ok right now. Anyway I wouldnt be working tmr cause EEC would be having their stock taking session tmr so clinic ends really early. Hopefully I would have some interesting plans for tmr haha!

2010-03-20T23:06:00.003+08:00

Wow its been quite some time since I last blogged hahaha! Just came back home from my Badminton Camp. Started on thursday night but the real deal began on Friday morning. Woke up at 5.30am for morning run. At first I thought it would be some easy Jog but what the heck it turned out to be short sprints followed by slow Jogs which means we have no rest hahaha! After sprinting and jogging up steps beside the bukit gombak stadium we continued with Track training in the stadium. Our legs were all dead even before 1 hour passed. After that we went to the sports hall for badminton drills. Wow cant believe how tired we were that we couldnt even hit the shuttle properly hahaha! Really really tired. Our morning training ended after a gruelling 5 hours. Our next session was 2pm-5pm and most of us were already dead by then so we did our drills at a relatively slow pace. We were supposed to have night runs but in the end coach canceled it much to our relief =).

Well we woke up at 6am today for our morning run again. This time we had to do it with our severely aching legs. I couldnt do any frog jumps and duck walks at all. My legs could hardly bend so coach had to change a little bit of the morning training drills hahaha! In the afternoon we went to SP to proceed with our standard saturday training. Sadly I couldnt play my normal game due to my lack of speed and so I was physically handicap hahaha! Coach was laughing at us all the way cause he likes torturing us hahaha! However its ok cause we do benefit alot from the drills and training hahahha! Anyway we wouldnt be able to have our trainings in SP anymore cause the stupid caretaker of the courts say that only SP students can use. No outsiders are allowed to use the facilities at all. What the shit man....

Anyway I hope I can finally get a good night rest tmr hahaha! Will be able to catch the musical tmr hahah and hopefully my legs wouldnt ache that badly anymore!

2010-03-10T10:12:00.002+08:00

Its been nearly a week since I last blogged. Well I'm now back working at Uncle Julian's clinic hahaha! Its quite fun but tiring too. Think maybe I have cancer thats why my body is feeling very tired as always! hahahahahha! Anyway I'm not working today cause I'm taking a break hahaha! Need to rest like once in every few days =(. Looking forward to Badminton and Tennis later, the best part of the day. Right now I'll just watch Avatar: The Last Airbender. The real Avatar unlike the blue skinned ones in the Cinemas.

2010-03-04T12:00:00.003+08:00

My exams have finally come to an end!!! Which means year 2 is over hahahaha! Left early for investment paper today. Managed to leave just before the last 15minutes hahaha! There was this 6 marks and 4 marks questions that I couldnt do though I did write some stuff. Erm the rest not 100% confident but yeah pretty sure I could get close to the full marks haha! Anyway lost 3 marks from the P/E ratio zzz. Forgot that price would fall as well from the stock split. What an idiot-.-

2010-02-27T01:03:00.002+08:00

ITFD was a bummer =( CF was pretty alright other than a few theory questions. Right now its time to study Blaw. Anyway managed to have a good evening or break despite this rather hectic exam schedule =). Made me happier hahaha! Hopefully I'll have more of this enjoyable experience in my rather busy life right now hahaha! Just a quick update hehe.

2010-02-20T21:39:00.003+08:00

Just got back from training. Was quite good when doing my drills hahaha so I thought my games later would be good. But today my doubles turned out to be terrible! The only good doubles game I had was the first match and after that I got screwed badly. Anyway played 5 singles games at the end of training. Really tiring and now I'm totally dead hahaha! Not bad great experience and game too! Seems like adrenaline is gonna keep me awake tmr. Not studying tonight. Pray for me ppl my exams doesnt seem that easy hahaha!

2010-02-16T22:20:00.002+08:00

The Public holidays from CNY comes to an end tmr. Well it doesnt really affect me as I'm having my study break. Seriously how nice can it be when CNY falls on your study break? So much fun going on at the moment while you have to discipline yourself not to get distracted and concentrate on studying. And there is so much food around too!!!! Hahahahahahahaha......

I've started on my ITFD and Blaw so far. Looked through the Exam schedule and I realized that we have the least time to study for CF and Blaw. Thats really really terrible =(. Looks like I have to skip 1 or 2 Badminton games on Wednesday. I've cleared the whole ITFD series but no, I've yet to memorize anything that I'm supposed to. To me I feel like I know everything since I studied and revised my ITFD recently.

Blaw is boring.... But I have to say I'm doing pretty well since I have been following the lectures and I know and understand everything. All I have to do is to sink all the laws into my head and I would be safe hahaha! =) Ok I'm too tired to study now so I'll be ending my revision session for today hahaha! Badminton tmr!!! thats something I can actually look forward to hahaha!

2010-02-12T21:36:00.001+08:00

Screwed up my ITFD first, now I screwed up my MA2. Both my strongest 2 modules this sem have just gone crashing down wth? Seriously I'm dam depressed with this kinda MA2 result that I got. A is over for me. Now I can only hope to get a B+ which wouldnt be so bad. Wanted to get a GPA of 4 this sem cause I have the highest chance this sem of beating the muggers. Ok anyway just finished with UCCD. Should be able to get an A if my answers are accepted. However I do not have much confidence about it.

2010-02-08T20:04:00.002+08:00

I was totally stunned by the marks I got for my ITFD today. Wow such low marks, such an insult to my intelligence level. Surely not do I deserve to lose to the muggers hahaha! Anyway thankfully I still have my first test marks to draw me back to an A. At 1st I thought what was I gonna do with such high marks hahahahaha, right now I definitely needed it hahahaha! Anyway the answers to the questions were not impressive at all. Dont know why I didnt really thought of those answers hahahah!

Alright anyway today its the end of our projects and presentations! Right now all that is left are our final year test and exams and then we are done for Year 2 hahaha! Hoping that it ends quickly =). I so dread revising for my final papers!

2010-02-03T23:42:00.002+08:00

This period right now is very stressful but thankfully I could find sometime of to play badminton! As usual my Wednesday afternoon slot is taken up by my badminton games hahaha! Quite satisfied with my performance today cause my smashing did improve due to the new proper gripping of the racket which changes the swinging action. Need to get more power for a deadly smash in order to take my opponents out.

Ma2 presentation is tmr, deadline for Blaw project is on Monday, Ma2 final test is on next thursday and then UCCD final test on Friday. I can only study for 2 heavy tests from Monday night onwards and its really gonna be shitty. My brain is gonna explode due to the information overload and fatigue as well. After UCCD would be Chinese New Year which would be my study break as well. How nice can this be -.- After that my Final Year Exams would come rushing in and smack me in the face till March.

I can only pray that God will give me strength to pull my through this freaking retarded period. After this here comes my holidays hahaha! =)

2010-01-29T00:12:00.002+08:00

I was just thinking to myself cause i was bored. After that I noted these few points: You are dam screwed no matter which way I looked at you. secondly your thinking is kinda warped and differed from the rest of the majority. 3rd when everyone else has given me support only you have not. And last but not least you maybe think quite highly of yourself but actually the "value" isnt really there. Good news is that you have confidence but bad news, in reality what you are confident about isnt there. Anyway just a disclaimer you can all guess who is this person about but I'm not gonna say you can all just keep speculating. Ignore this post if its better for you. This words I say are true.

2010-01-26T22:57:00.002+08:00

It seems like my life got bended so easily just like how an iron bar is bent when heated up for molding. Now it has cooled off and its so hard, freaking hard to bend it back. I hope that the bend would be the right path for me to take, and it will bring me Joy and peace without the feeling of insecurity and such stuffs. Hopefully the year passes fast and I get an answer soon.

Tmr is my UCCD presentation. I cant really bother to practise cause everything seems to be in my head already so argh heck hahahaha! More interested in my badminton tournament tmr. Would be taking on Junior in the last 16 and I should be able to take him out but I feel both of us have equal chances of winning. Hoping to win the tournament and also the doubles one also hahaha! Junior and I would be taking on Jon and Dennis in the 3rd round and that would be the toughest match of the tournament.

After tmr everything would be very fast paced and hectic cause there would be a test, project or presentation in one of those weeks. After all these have passed here comes the final year exams. I am hoping that I would be able to find the motivation and discipline to start studying and revising as soon as the time comes. Blaw seems to be the toughest lot of them all due to having to memorize the laws. ITFD and Investment would feel the easiest out of the 4 papers but they wont be easy as well. CF.... nothing much to say, everything is possible as long as Lu Geok Lan is lecturing. In SP- Sure Pass, failing is deemed to be impossible.....

2010-01-24T20:30:00.003+08:00

Somethings are making me think alot right now. Thinking for the near future. Could happen in the near future or maybe just in the future. I'm not sure about what I'm gonna do but either way God has already planned out everything like what we've learned today and what we have always known. It could be just a way of saying no or yes.

2010-01-18T20:06:00.002+08:00

Today I had a talk with a friend during lunch. I tried to save her from falling down the dreaded path of loneliness which will lead her to have no real friends. The talked lasted for maybe just 15minutes but the content was there and hopefully it has been successfully delivered. I said everything that I could and everything that made sense. Didnt know she was like that and she didnt even know about what she has done but I guess its just part of her. We now know and we just have to accept her for who she is. I lowered down my rope into the pit. She was falling through it and really fast. Will she pick up the rope of hope? Only she will know....

2010-01-15T23:47:00.002+08:00

Another week has passed and here I am blogging. The final year exams are approaching which means the holidays are coming too! =) Due dates of our projects are coming as well but sadly I wouldnt say I am looking forward to them as there are still a clump of unfinished work to do. I cant get in the mood to rush them but still I have to force myself for the sake of my GPA and my teammates as well. Badminton has been going on well but still I need improvements in order to get into the school team. Hopefully I will improve alot before the next trials hahaa! Anyway the stock trading system is seriously dam screwed! Hate it cause I cant get my orders placed on time. We are currently one of the last 6 teams. HAhaha who would have thought me and yongwen would into such situation. Anyway this kinda crap do happens and all we have to do his to clean it up. Thats what makes a true champion hahaha! Hopefully I can clear up this dam deficit we have hahha!

2010-01-09T18:49:00.002+08:00

I just realized that its been nearly 1 whole week that I have not blogged yet. The start of school meant that I hardly had anytime to do anything that I liked other than badminton. Just passed up my MA2 individual project and hopefully I would be able to do well. Still got MA2 group project, UCCD and dunno what else to do. Oh and for our CA2 investment project we have to play with stocks hahaha! I would say we arent doing very well and dam the processing system totally suxs making my transactions so slow and not at the price that I wanted.

Anyway yeah finally the weekend is here and I could just touch up on my not properly done tutorials. Of course the best part of the day was the badminton training hahaha! Ended early today so I'm right home now hahaha! Anyway got back my CA1 results. Did pretty well and hopefully I would be able to continue to keep this up all the way till my final exam for the year is over hahah! Bible reading has been on schedule too hahaa!

2010-01-03T21:11:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day of my holidays. I am so not ready for school. My tutorials are not done, I only just read through them haahha! Wonder if anyone actually completed MA2 assignment hahaha! Today had PLH but I appeared as a guest instead of a member hahahaa! Had like freedom man didnt really feel bounded by the rules and mentors anymore but it still feels weird hahaha! Next week onwards we'll be having foundation lessons at TCH so we wont be able to crash PLH anymore hahaha! I'm just blogging for the sake of blogging hahaha so I'm off now =)

2009-12-29T11:37:00.002+08:00

I am now into the final week of my holiday. Just finished my badminton training and weights lifting exercise. Right now I'm physically exhausted but mentally should be still ok. So I'm doing my ITFD tutorial and I'm kinda lost man. I think I might do a few questions or just give up really soon man. I still have Blaw tutorial to do and I have to figure out when Im gonna do it. MA2 assignment is a joke man. Its like sooooo hard and I cant figure out anyway to do it. Still not sure about which to use, X6 or X5 =(. Hopefully I would be able to get the help I need soon or at least when school starts.

Sunday was our last day in PLH. We had our graduation service and I had to say it was really nice. Great work on the video! Thanks to those that did it. I only know Shona, her bro and Amanda did it. Not sure if I'm missing out any other names though. Hahaha received lots of gifts and also post-christmas gifts since I missed the christmas service. In the end had to take a plastic bag from cold storage to bring it home hahaha!

Went to the airport yesterday to send Shermaine off to Australia. Its kinda sad to know that she has to leave us just when she has found a place and settled it. =( We will miss you man! Do come back to PSPC when u are back in Singapore hahaha!

Dam the holidays are ending but I still have alittle homework to do but they seem so tough. Anyone else facing the same problem? hahaha!

2009-12-25T12:31:00.002+08:00

Today is christmas hahaha. Didnt go to church cause the service is at ARPC. Haiz I dont like it when they move the service to somewhere else. I like it to be in our own church man hahaha. I dont know how to go to ARPC other than my car so I didnt go in the end. Later will have uncle Julian's christmas party at his house=) that would be the fun part of the day. Anyway badminton has been great so far, now my base to base lobs are now getting better and so are my smashes hahaha! I love to have so much training hahaha! Hopefully I would still be able to get better to beat those Raffles and ACSI kids easily hehehe!

2009-12-22T12:14:00.002+08:00

Ok I just realized that I haven really blogged for a few days though i kept thinking that I just blogged hahaha! Its tuesday today so I woke up at 535am to go for badminton training at bukit Gombak stadium. Training starts at 7am hahaha real early huh. But its ok man cause its the passion for badminton that keeps me going. So sad that I got this passion really late else I might be able to fight for nationals hahaha! Its been 2 years since I took up badminton hahaha! So anyway kinda tired right now, gonna sleep right after lunch before maybe heading down to eagle eye centre to slack and talk to the staffs haah! Beats staying at home with the computer hahaha!

Well holidays arent really holidays since I have an individual project to do. So I decided to try it yesterday and woah dam, its so difficult. Managed to do only a few questions and if I submit it now I would fail, not even close to getting my A. Decided to call Mr. SMW for help but he is away until 29 dec which seems rather late to just get started on my project. Hahaha need yongwen to help me =). Tmr there would be a christmas party in church hahaha, so much for the theme Hollywood. I'm coming straight from badminton so I wouldnt really dress very nicely since I have to bring my clothes for badminton. I would be wearing shorts hahahahaha!

2009-12-17T21:43:00.003+08:00

Just woke up from a short 1 hour nap cause was really tired. Going to sleep again soon in maybe around 2-3 hours time. Gonna have my morning training again tmr at 7am at the buit gombak stadium. Have to wake up at 535am tmr hahahah! Had the training on tuesday for the first time. The training is really good cause since its onli 1 hours its very intense and it pushes you alot and everything is so fast paced, just like badminton. So since its a 1hour session only a maximum of 4 people are allowed to attend at one shot. Hahaha our slot is on tuesday but coach asks us to come tmr. Hahaha I dont mind since I would be able to improve too hahahaha!

Went out shopping with I-Zack yesterday. Its so hard finding nice shirts nowadays, whether expensive or not. Went through the whole bugis street and dang not a single nice shirt so I left. In the end went to cotton on hah, cant imagine myself buying shirts and stuffs from there but yeah I did for the 1st time since the stuffs were pretty nice hahaha! Another problem would be finding jeans as well. The shop I usually buy my jeans from is out of stock and now I cant find any other place to buy my jeans from. Bugis street has sky rocketed the price of their jeans to 60 and above. As good as trying to fight with topman and other higher end shops as well. John Little and Robinsons sell rather dumb jeans as well hah. So yeah shopping has too become a headache for me.

Anyway we have a holiday individual project to do for MA2. Cant see myself getting started there but yeah I have to do something about it soon before the holiday ends.

2009-12-11T21:39:00.002+08:00

Alright just got back home from NTUC. Went school today from Uncle Julian house hahaha cause of my lame GEMS. After that went to buy my LiNing racket to replace the racket that I broke at Batam. Hopefully this racket is good hahaha and proves its worth as a LiNing racket.

Exams are over finally after 4 days of intensive yet not so intensive study hahaha. All the papers were rather ok except for Investment. Hopefully I would be able to do quite well for my papers hahaha! Anyway leaving early during the exam is fun hahahaha! My 1st time doing it. Anyway after the exams went out with Uncle Julian and had a fun time. Sang alot of Karaoke songs to train my voice hahaha! I only know that with the mic my singing sounds totally difference and there isnt really any control hahahaha! Stayed over and then later went for GEMS today. Now with my holidays I hope to get more badminton training hahaha!

2009-12-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

This should never had taken place. I'm so regretting it right now. I think I was just like a ball stuck between 2 walls and yeah, the smart ones know what happens next. Dam it this totally suxs. I'll just have to figure out a way to deal with it. Since I started it I should try to end it.

B Law was ok today. Think I should be able to do well, better than last sem's 1st MST which was a total screw up. Investment is next up which suxs big time! Somehow nothing seems to sink in and those that I managed to rmb all flows out. I can only understand it hahaha! Maybe my mind is just too tired of all the revision. Musical and the after-party was great! Wished I didnt have exams so the fun would continue. Pray for me guys while I slogged my brains off hah!

2009-12-01T19:18:00.002+08:00

Hah here to blog while I'm alittle free right now. Just came back from my Batam trip during the weekend. The trip was really good and fun hahaha! Sad part is I broke one of my rackets that I recently bought. Fortunately I still have another good racket at home which can replace the broken one. If another of my racket break then I'm going to buy Li Ning rackets already since the feedback that I received is rather good hahahaha! So its time to start studying and mug if I do have the discipline and time to do so which usually I dont hahaha! Exams are starting next week, 1 day after the believers musical man. So far I've studied Investment which seems rather hard to sink into my head though I do understand most parts. Anyway I feel more confident for Blaw and ITFD compared to CF and Investment. Hopefully I would be able to find time to study properly hahaha!

2009-11-27T21:53:00.004+08:00

Finally the projects are done!!! Ytd everyone was so tired or still doing UCCD that we skipped our last MA2 lesson. Poor Sin Mun Wah was so angry and disappointed that he canceled lesson =(. Anyway we cant celebrate right now as our exams are just a mere 10 days or so away. Boy I feel that we have so much to cover in so little time. Dam it man! Anyway tmr going to Batam for some friendly badminton games so we would not come to church on Sunday. Anyway hope its a good experience. My body is aching really badly! My shoulders, arms, chest, back and legs are all aching like crap for 2 days. Hopefully it will be much better tmr!

2009-11-18T20:05:00.002+08:00

The tournament is finally over for us. But its ok cause we saw alot of good players and learnt lots of stuffs as well through this 2 days. The singles player are all really strong though I would be able to take down quite a number of them. Still I would have to learn to keep my composure and learn how to play may normal game during the tournament, which is the most important thing. Have to boost my speed, strength and consistence, aiya everything la lolz! Doubles also have to learn when to smash the shuttle and when to just push or tap it around. Still its a very good experience and I wanna take part in more tournaments hahaha! I also do need more training as well.

Anyway its back to school for me after missing 2 days of school. Missed out quite alot and it seems that I have to try claw my way back hahaha! I believe I'm smart enough to do so and hopefully I get this body and mind moving hehehe!

2009-11-13T21:31:00.002+08:00

Alright hell week is over man hahahaha! Finished part of my portion of my UCCD report and passed it to yongwen for him to continue hahaha! =) Hopefully he can add on his pro-stuffs hahahaha! Went to the library to borrow a book about Islam hahaha, shall read it tmr while on the way to band prac. Anyway tried doing my BLaw tutorial as usual but once again I never complete it hahaha! Worse still this Monday gotta skip school cause badminton tournament coming up. Gotta miss the Blaw and ITFD tutorials. OH man missing heavy weight modules tutorial zzz! Hopefully I would be able to catch up hahaha!

Anyway since now I'm free I decided to play my guitar and improve myself. Played Rock songs that were meant to be electric guitar songs on my acoustic guitar hahaha! You give love a bad name is actually a nice song man! Hahaha apart from the stupid solo I can play everything else =) Great escape and check yes juliet as well! Should be able to master this 2 songs already unless i screw up somewhere hahaha! Inspired by I-Zack since he showed me how to play You give love a bad name on Sunday hahaha! Still got some stuffs to learn from him.

I'm considering learning back piano. The only thing is I'm scared I dont have the time as well as getting a good keyboard. Now that I'm smarter, theory should be easier hahaha!

2009-11-12T17:49:00.001+08:00

I`ve seen shit and felt shit these few days........ But thanks to my cool friends and buddies, I'm still alive and kicking yeah kid?? Hah just a few more days.... Hell days would be over.

2009-11-09T21:28:00.002+08:00

Everyone knows of the saying after every storm comes the sunshine. But has anyone ever thought of the saying after every sunshine comes the storm? Totally applicable....

Ytd was quite a fun day but that seems like the end of the fun time for me. After today to Friday would be a very tough and hectic time of rushing of school work. Other then school works, there seems to be other problems as well. Hahaha maybe my life seem as dull as Paul Chew's hahahah!
I have the time to do my work now but I cant cause my project meeting is tmr and thats when I can only start. To make matters worse I still have a freaking long ITFD tutorial to do tmr. There would be no badminton this week with Uncle Julian as we have to go to the mosque for our stupid UCCD project. Thats one project I would eliminate if I could. Then there would be tutorials to do during the week and UCCD project write up. Totally cool huh.

Well that roughly sums up the entire week for me. Apart from Saturday's training and probably Sunday's Church, everything seems to be so boring and dull that I dont want to look forward to. Holy Crap and I'm so tired now but I dont feel like sleeping too!

2009-11-06T18:47:00.002+08:00

One week has passed since I last blogged. Had a very busy yesterday. Did my CF project and also racked my brains thinking about MA2. MA2 is a level above MA1. I got nothing from the intense thinking man, usually I do get something at least. Didnt managed to complete my Blaw tutorial, actually I have never completed it before. Its quite confusing sometimes when there are 2 different laws acting upon 1 case. I have to really think and when I'm nt sure I more or less skip the question. I have a feeling I wont really do well for this module. I think I would be able to memorise the laws and cases but the lecture notes are too wordy and hard to use. This is gonna be one big problem.

2009-10-30T18:26:00.000+08:00

The weekends are finally here! Thats what I've been waiting for throughout the week and yes, I definitely deserve it hahaha! Came back from GEMS this afternoon and felt really tired so I decided to take a nap hahaha! After that I did my Business Law tutorial for Monday and dam its so freaking long and boring. Felt like giving up after each questions but I managed to pull through until question 5. Total of 7 questions. The last 2 questions I think were based on the new topic of contracts. So I couldnt really do it so I decided to stop hahah.

I have badminton training tmr which I'm excited about cause it means I have another session to grow stronger and play better. Sad thing is I have cough and sore throat right now which deteriorates my overall fitness and condition. Might have to ask coach to slacken the training drills for me or just get ready for doubles =(. I have been making my trips to the toilet much more frequent as I have been drinking lots of water for this cough hahahaha!

Having Extended time on Sunday FINALLY after so long! Would get a chance to play table tennis after such a long layoff from it. Can jam as well if bored but Uncle Jack ask me to be there to assist people who wants to learn guitar =x. As are around the corner and Os have already begun, not sure if there would be alot of people staying back to play. But afterall everyone still needs a break right? hahahahhaha! Its Sunday man who bothers about studying!!!!

2009-10-29T20:02:00.002+08:00

Hahaha today I wasted my time quarreling with the stupid cleaner at FC6. Those cleaners never do their job properly man. Always doing it in a rush without sparing a thought for the students-.- So today she spilled soup on my leg when cleaning Zi Xuan's table. So dam I was kinda angry so I told the aunty she spilled soup on my leg. And then she said sorry unapologetic-ally and also in a rude manner. Well damn, I was stunned. No way I was gonna let this matter rest man. So I asked her for tissues and she said she didnt have tissue and she started shouting in my face saying I was bullying an old foggy. Holy Crap totally stunned at her dirty tricks. So guess what? I shouted back at her and keep calling her an old dude man. She got totally pissed and angry that she started shouting so loudly across the whole Foodcourt. Hahaha so I decided to shout back at her and in the end we created a total ruckus in the Food Court. Ok nvm I forgot how it ended but dam this cleaners, they are paid to do a good job but it seems otherwise. These twerps clean the table while sweeping food on the floor letting it drop on the poor students laps without sparing a thought for them. Arent we paying them with our sch fees? And today 1 cleaner just took away Yongwen's food even though there was more than half the original portion left. At least they should have asked 1st. Ok I'm totally ok but I still think that Aunty is fuming mad. Lets see what she does when she see Jon cause she would be confused hahaha!

2009-10-22T20:27:00.002+08:00

Hahaha school has started already. Not really enjoying it like how I should cause I'm still in my holiday mood hahahaha! Missed working at EEC and talking to the staffs there during work. There is no pressure to do well or anything unlike studying in school =(. Ok anyway I'm kinda too lazy to actually do my tutorial. I tried to be hardworking and prepared by trying to do next week's tutorial. Whilte trying to do it half way I said this to myself " Nvm dun do also wun die hahahaa"! See how lazy I am right now hehehehe! I'll give myself 1 week to get out of this shit hah!

2009-10-16T17:57:00.002+08:00

Hi people I'm blogging from Eagle Eye Centre hahaha! Managed to use the com while Uncle Julian is doing his Lasiks right now. Its my last day over here today. Hahaha the work pace here is really fast and one of the staffs asked me to skip school next week to come work hahaha! Its quite sad thinking that I would have to go back to school right after this week and leave behind my holiday's activities and fun hahaha! To make things worse there isnt badminton training tmr which means I'm lacking a chance to improve myself and play more matches. This sucks hahaha!

2009-10-11T21:00:00.003+08:00

I'm into my final week of my holiday! Oh man thats sad cause the holiday seems to end so fast hahaha! Its like that when u have something to do and for me I was working most of the time hahaha. Woke up at 6.05 to go church cause I'm playing for the main service hahaha. Its been so long since I used an electric guitar, kinda missed the feeling hahaha. Played for PLH too after so dam long. After lunch went shopping and also re-string my badminton rackets. Gonna collect them maybe tmr or on Wednesday. This is my last week working at EEC. Hope it will be a good and pleasant one!

2009-10-08T11:43:00.001+08:00

My Windows Vista seemed to be having a major problem right now. Apparently after trying to download Metal Slug 5 into my com, this problem arised -.- Anyway I removed the program using windows vista safe mode but then the problem still seems to be there. My com automatically shut down and when I restart the com my com can never be properly start up. For windows vista if you noticed there is this side bar at the right hand side of the com screen (facing you). That bar never seems to appear and all the system tray below dun fully load. And it seems like forever to take it to load. I cannot access internet and other programs and shutting down is also a problem. So now im using my XP trying to figure out a way to solve this dam problem. =(

2009-10-03T20:50:00.002+08:00

Just came back from training. Using the com 1st since Jon is in the shower bathing hahaha! Bought a new badminton bag from coach today. Not bad I feel hahahaha just hoping that it would be lighter the next time I carry it. Thinking whether should I buy a new racket cause I feel that the 2nd choice racket is abit out-of-shape and the contact points doesnt sound really good. Anyway I should think about that when my pay comes hahaha! Tmr got church yay=) and subway also hahaha!

2009-10-01T23:02:00.002+08:00

Wow the days between my blog posts are getting more and more. Somehow I keep forgetting to update my blog these days, no idea why I'm missing out on it hahaha! I've kinda stopped mapling these days, only temporary hahahaha! I've been going to the CD shops to rent VCDs that I've missed out during my school semesters. I dun have the time to go watch the shows cause I go home straight after school which ends around 5 hahaha! Just back in time for dinner. Weekends the pricing is more expensive and I'll be too tired on sundays since I wake up so early for church. Sadly GI Joe isnt out yet and other nice shows like maybe "up" ? hahahahha! Holidays are gonna end soon, I'm not stopping work cause I wanna help out Uncle Julian in his clinic =) Just cutting down on my working days to maybe Tuesdays and Friday? I think I might add in Thursdays as well hahaha! Nice working at his clinic with nice people hahahaha!

2009-09-23T11:14:00.002+08:00

argh this is freaking boring!!! When I'm off from work and I want to maple, the stupid maplestory got patch, and its till freaking 12-.- Freak so stupid la now im just wasting my time around here. and WTH I cant play CS too cause my logitech right mouse is spoilt. How to scope? -.- Kkz badminton is the only saving grace today. Why do my results have to always be the same?

2009-09-16T10:53:00.003+08:00

Hello Im blogging again, maybe once a week nowadays. Maple is having some patch so I'm free to blog and clear my com as well hahaha! I'm not working today so I have the morning free until my afternoon to night activities starts hahaha! Today should be quite a good and fun day. Anyway vision is getting better and clearer now hahaha! I can test my vision like everyday in the clinic hahaha but I dont, only jon does hahaha! For this week I didnt assist Uncle Julian but do other stuffs. Ytd was the final day so I would be back assisting him from tmr onwards. But I dont think I can work tmr cause I'm having my dental appointment hahaha! Ok just leave behind a short blog post and run away hahah! See ya twerps =)

2009-09-09T09:58:00.001+08:00

Cool I'm now at home resting, just woke up while hannah should be at Uncle Julian's clinic working hahha! Having a break day today cause its wednesday! badminton day so I told Uncle Julian i'm nt working today hahha! Anyway the 1st 2 days have been tiring for the legs, especially when the clinic is so packed hahahaha! Non-stop patient flow and Uncle Julian has to even rush his toilet breaks hahaha! Ok managed to see alot of stuffs hahaha! See ppl's eye, the implants and other interesting stuffs too hahahah! Ok I'm going back to work tmr but I think its only morning shift hahaha! Cool man at least I get to rest hahaa!

2009-09-06T19:36:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I had one of the toughest badminton trainings of my life hahaha! My arms gave way while doing push ups and then I still had to continue doing. After I finished my pushups, Coach told me I wasnt done and then he gave me more footwork and nettings to do. After that I tot it was finally over and he asked me to do weights. hahahha I feel that I almost died and my body could just collapse. Yet its for my own good so I dont mind hahahhaa! Anyway today I went to play badminton after church even though my body is aching hahaha! My abs were hurting the most but who cares hahaha! Anyway I had a fun time playing and testing out different strokes hahaha! Cant weight to get my new racket this saturday. Going malaysia to buy. I'll get either an Armourtec 700 by yonex or the direct immitation armourpower 700 by apacs hahaha! See the pricing 1st haha! Anyway I'm starting work in Uncle Julian's clinic tmr hahaha! Hopefully we will have a good time working haha!

2009-09-02T23:14:00.001+08:00

Hui Xian doesnt understand my blog posts cause its all about FF,FA and FMI! And she doesnt know all these financial modules hahha! Anyway yeah exams are over whohohohoho! So happy man after all the studying and shit. Yeah say good bye to the modules above hahaha! Today began the holiday with a bang by leaving early during the FMI paper hahaha! Went to uncle Julian's clinic for eye check up and then later played badminton. Played quite well but the sad part is my string burst =( Oh well thats quite saddening hahaha! Anyway tmr I'm gonna Zakum. Maybe tmr and friday I'll try, not sure if I can get in cause im of quite a low lvl hahaha! Gonna cut my irritating hair one friday. Then I'll start work on Monday at Eagle Eye Centre hahaha! Hopefully I dun get such an early schedule haha!

2009-08-29T21:04:00.002+08:00

Back from Badminton training. Really tiring but fun hahaha! Should have improved hahaha but i still have lots of stuffs to work on. Anyway FA was quite good after figuring out that almost everyone had the same answer as me. I only lost marks from the consolidation question. I debited all my retained profits into the b/s one. Should have been in the P&L hence i couldnt balance my consolidation balance sheet. Other than that question I think I shouldnt have any thing else incorrect hahaha! Oh the leverage one hahaha!

Ok I'm not studying FMI today cause my brain wont take anything in right now since its in such a bad mental state hahaha! So I'll start studying tmr at night. I feel that we dont have enough time man. Stupid man why must agnes ching test the whole 2 lecture notes. Idiot sia.

2009-08-26T22:01:00.002+08:00

FF was quite. Hope I would be able to get my overall A hahaha! Tmr is FA, pray for me. After that it would be non-stop FMI.

Come to think of it I have my Deadman WWE cards. Not a full set but nearly full. Fullset until those booster packs came out after xssurection. Anyone wanna buy? hahahhaha!

2009-08-26T22:01:00.001+08:00

2009-08-23T20:08:00.002+08:00

Hahaha I just woke up and had my dinner, now I'm on the com once again as usual hahaha! Really tired today cause ytd Aunty Lisa ask me to play guitar for her for the 845am service today, last minute sia. So I woke up at 555am and managed to tank all the way till 5+ hahaha!

Ok as usual had a great lunch at Subway again wohohoho! Had lunch with I-Zack, Paul, Jon, Michelle Goh and Shermaine. Haven had lunch with Michelle for a long time cause she is always no where to be found-.- Oh well anyway had a funny lunch time with them until Michelle and Shermaine returned to church for believers. Thats when things started to really get interesting! Had a really great man to man conversation at our subway hideout and we shared alot of funny and private stuffs hahaha! Woah it was a great tutorial and bonding time for us hahahaha! But then again there were some sad parts that made me rmb those happy times that "we" used to had hahahaha! Looks like I will really plan to do something to improve the situation during my holidays hahaha!

Exam starts next week and ends one week later. Tuesday is FF, thursday is FA and the next wednesday is FMI. Gonna do a full revision for FF tmr so I think I'll be quite busy. Hahaha ok people please pray for me hahahha!

2009-08-18T23:29:00.002+08:00

Ok my study week has arrived hahahaha! Today I almost finished my FF revision, things went really well. Ok but nvm not really gonna blog about revision. Ok as you can see I changed my blog skin to one of the default ones. Something cropped up with my old skin and as you know, I dont have the time to settle this kinda stuffs anymore. So I just decided to change my blog skin to these simple one. Light Green hahaha the best colour!

Exercised after so dam long. Could feel that my muscles have actually grew weaker already. So I did my weights and everything to strengthen it. Anyway I also jogged finally hahahha! After so long I decided it was time to jog to test out my stamina. The great news is yes it has definitely improved and I'm happy to know that my badminton training has done a great deal =) Ok bye I've nothing left to say hahaha!

2009-08-16T22:19:00.003+08:00

Tests and Exams starts tmr. Starts with CRM tmr and then GEMS on thursday. Hoping to get A for CRM and maybe fail GEMS test by marginal marks and then I'll get an overall pass! After that the tests are over and the exam week approaches. FF then FA and then Killer FMI. Hoping to secure high As for FF and FA to pull my overall marks to an A =). FMI, nothing less than a B+ I hope hahahaa! Pray for me ppl, for those who still read this blog hahaha!

Badminton has been deproving like shit... wondering whats wrong with me, or is it everyone is improving but me?